Pet owners often assume total responsibility for a pet’s life, and therefore, often extend that responsibility to believing they could have controlled or prevented their deaths.  You might find yourself wondering “what if I would have…?” or, telling yourself “I should have…”. You might feel guilty that you didn’t give your pet enough treats or that you gave him too many treats.  You might believe that she wouldn’t have died if you would have gotten her to your veterinarian’s office sooner.  You could think that you should have known something was seriously wrong, perhaps even before your pet was showing symptoms.  If your pet was euthanized, you might feel that you should have waited longer before deciding to have the euthanasia performed or that you should have made that decision sooner.  Or, if your pet died a natural death, you might be thinking you should have had him euthanized to prevent suffering toward the end of his life.  Guilt is a normal response to the death of a pet.  We want to make sense out of what has happened and as a result, we frequently blame ourselves.  Feelings of guilt should subside as you progress through the grieving process.



You also might feel guilty when you notice that you are making progress in your grieving process.  When you begin to notice that you are crying or feeling sad less often, when you can laugh and enjoy yourself, or begin to realize that your pet’s illness utilized much of your time and energy, and now you can spend that time doing other things, you might feel as though this means you no longer miss or love your companion animal.  However, this is a sign that you are healing from your loss and beginning to reinvest your energy and emotions into living without the physical presence of your companion animal.  You are beginning to transform your relationship from an external experience of touching, seeing, smelling, and hearing your pet to an internal process of positive thoughts and memories of your pet.  The more you heal from your loss, the less painful thoughts and memories of your departed animal companion will become.



Reliving or Revisioning the Death

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Initially, you might find yourself focusing on the events of your pet’s death or revisioning what took place at the time of death.  Also, it might be very difficult for you to talk about what happened or what you saw, as telling the story can cause you to feel as though you are reliving the event.  This can last for weeks or even months if you witnessed your pet dying in a traumatic manner or if your pet was killed by accident. You now have to cope with witnessing what happened as well as dealing with the death of your pet.  By replaying the events of the death over and over, your mind is attempting to heal itself by processing and then letting go of the traumatic event.  Talking with others who are supportive and understand the bond you had with your pet can help this process along. 

 

Revisiting Prior Losses



Don’t be surprised if the death of your pet brings up memories of other losses you have had in your life.  If you have lost other pets or people who were very important to you, you might find yourself thinking so much about the previous losses that it gets confusing to sort out your feelings of sadness.  When thinking about losses you have experienced in the past, try to remember what was helpful for you in working through your grief.  Those same things might be helpful now. 



Confusion and Concentration

Frequently, focusing and concentrating on tasks is very difficult.  Because of this, you might forget things you have done or think you did things that you did not do, misplace or lose things, or simply feel that you have no energy to think.  It might take you longer than usual to grasp or understand information or to learn new things.  These are all typical grief reactions.  Because of this, you should exercise extreme caution when driving or doing other activities that require your full attention.



Things to Remember



You are an individual and your way of grieving will differ from the way other people grieve.  Your own grieving process also will differ in intensity and duration in the losses you experience throughout your lifetime.  Following are a few of the many ways that grief can be expressed and healing enhanced:

• open expression of emotions such as crying, conversations about loss, etc.
• drawing, writing poetry, or other artistic expressions
• internal processing, thinking about the loss, trying to make sense of it, often done during activities such as meditation, exercising, bike riding
• dedicating time to animal organizations
• committing to make positive changes in your own life
• making scrap books or photograph albums of your pet
• keeping a written documentation of your feelings; journaling

Friends or family members may try to convince you to get a new pet before you feel ready.  You are the only one who will know if and when it is time for such a commitment.   Some people find it helpful to get another pet before the death of their current pet; others find it beneficial shortly after.  Some decide to wait weeks, months, or even years.  Some people decide not to bring another companion animal into their lives.  There is no correct way for everyone to do this and it is most important that you follow your heart in this decision.  You are not betraying your pet that has died by bringing another pet into your life. In fact, many people think of getting a new pet as a tribute to their deceased pet because they have come to realize how wonderful the human-animal bond can be.  However, you do want to be certain that you can love your new pet for its own personality and characteristics, and that you are not wanting it to be like your pet that has died.

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